Wanna uyazi kuthetha ukuthini ukuphupha amagwababa? Akukho mfuneko yokuba ngumlandeli kaEdgar Allan Poe okanye ukuba ufunde umsebenzi wakhe IRaven ukuphupha ngale ntaka. Kwiinkulungwane ezadlulayo Igwababa lithathwa njengophawu lobumnyama, uloyiko, uloyiko kunye nokufa. Ngapha koko, kwamanye amazwe bambiza ngokuba "ngukumkani wobusuku." Iimuvi ezoyikisayo kunye noluhlu lusebenzisa isandi esibi segwababa kwaye lisibeke kwisebe elimnyama lomthi okanye kwilitye lengcwaba. Impendulo inokwahluka kakhulu, kodwa ihlala inxulunyaniswa nembonakalo yeemvakalelo ezimbi njengoloyiko lwekamva okanye ukungaqiniseki. Ngaba uneentsuku ezimbi?
Iyintoni intsingiselo yokuphupha ngamagwababa?
Iingcali zengqondo ziqinisekisa ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ube nephupha malunga negwababa xa bekuxelele iindaba ezimbi. Nangona kunjalo, oku akusoloko kunjalo, njengoko oku kuxhomekeke kwinkcubeko ovela kuyo. Umzekelo, kwezinye iindawo, esi silwanyana sibonisa ubulumko nomlingo. KuMbindi Mpuma zichasene, zinxulunyaniswa nothando kunye nezinto ezintle ebomini. Ke ngoko, eli phupha liyatshintsha kuxhomekeke ekubeni uvela phi.
Ngaloo ngqiqo, Kuya kufuneka uzibuze ngokwakho ubuntu bakho kunye neengcinga zakho ukutolika ngokuchanekileyo iphupha lakho. Ukongeza, umxholo wephupha ngoyena ndoqo, kuba oko akuthethi okufanayo ukubulala unomyayi, kunokuba uphuphe ekuleqa okanye ekuhlasela. Ezi nkcukacha zibalulekile ekuqondeni i-subconscious yakho.
Ukutolikwa rhoqo malunga namaphupha namagwababa
Ukuba uphupha kukho amagwababa amaninzi afileyo, Ithetha ukuba Uzoyisile iingxaki zakho. Amashwa aphelile. Uye walwa nzima ukuya phambili kwaye wabetha itafile ukuze izinto zingatshintsha zibe ngcono. Yinto entle kakhulu leyo.
Ngaba amagwababa akuluma? Kule meko, ukutolikwa akulunganga. Uhamba ngesiqwenga esirhabaxa, mhlawumbi ukwahlukana okanye ukufika kweebhili ongekhe ukwazi ukuzihlawula.
Kodwa apha, into ebalulekileyo kukwazi ubuziphethe njani ephupheni. Ukhe wazikhusela kunomyayi? Ngaba ukwazile ukubaleka waza wafumana indawo yokuhlala? Ekugqibeleni wakuhlasela washiyeka ungenakuzikhusela?
Ezi nkcukacha zithetha lukhulu ukuba isimo sakho sengqondo siyazingisa okanye sisoyika, ke ngoko, nguwe kuphela onokwazi ukuba unamaqhinga okujongana nobunzima ukuze ungaphinde ubenamaphupha amabi. Kwakhona, amagwababa ayoyikisa kakhulu.
Ukuba siphupha unomyayi othetha nathi, umele umntu ozama ukukukhathaza okanye ngubani ikunike iingcebiso ezimbi.
Ke ngoko, mamela ngononophelo kwinto ayithethayo kwincoko emva koko uyihlalutye kwaye ungamhoyi. Isenokuba ngumntu okumonelayo okanye okunqwenelela okubi.
Hlala kude neempembelelo ezimbi okanye abo bazama ukukwenzakalisa ebomini.
Ukuba awuchongi nawaphi na amatyala angaphambili, ndincoma oko Sitshele kwizimvo ukuba belinjani iphupha lakho kunye namagwababa.
Kubalulekile ukuba wazi onke amanqaku kwaye ngenxa yoko, abafundi baya kuba nezalathiso ngakumbi zokuziqonda ezabo.
Ukuba ufumene eli nqaku malunga phupha ngamagwababaKe ndicebisa ezinye ezifanayo kwicandelo lokuphupha ngezilwanyana.
molo, ndingathanda ukwazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukubona isigcawu siphosa iiwebhu kuyo yonke indawo kwaye nje ukuba ndifuna ukusoyikisa siguquka sibe ligwababa, liza kundihlasela, ndiyalibulala. ndicela uncede.
Ndiphuphe ukuba unomyayi angangena endlwini yam, aqale ukubhabha kwaye ayokuthatha ibrashi ukuze ambulale, kwaye ekugqibeleni uyokumbulala ngompu webhola kwaye uzakufa, kodwa kuqala ibiya kuluma iqabane lam emnweni . Ungathini? Kuyandoyikisa kuba ndifundile ukuba ziyimpawu ezimbi ukuba ungazisa izinto ezimbi, ukugula, ukufa njl.
Ndivele ndanephupha elibi kakhulu, ndinentaka emnyama, ukuba besikwindlu kamakazi uIgnacia, sele eswelekile, kodwa ephupheni wayeyintaka emnyama, intaka yayimbi. Intaka yathetha nam yaza yandixelela ukuba andinakuze ndiphinde ndibenabo abantwana, ukuba wenze umsebenzi wokuba yonke into esesiswini sam izakuqalekiswa, ikwayileya ntaka ibiyinto enetyala baby Yaphuma injeya and that I wanted a son to be born like a demon from me, kodwa wandihlasela, kwaye andazi ukuba ndilithathe phi isebe wasweleka esiba ngumntu owomileyo ombi. Ephupheni kwakukho unyana wam, umyeni wam kunye nam. Sobathathu sahlaselwa. Yiphupha elibi kanjani.
Molo nyana wam ndiphuphe inqwaba emnyama inamehlo abomvu yahlala egxalabeni yam kwaye yayithanda unomyayi kodwa kungabikho ndawo wakhupha umpu wambulala.
Molweni, ndingathanda ukwazi ukuba kuthetha ukuthini ukuphupha amagwababa efuna ukuhlasela uxolelo kwaye ayabaleka. Kwaye u-nuna phantse umntu omdala uxelele omnye ukuba azimele kwaye avumele amagwababa amhlabe, eshiya intombazana ecaleni kwakhe initha ngoboya obomvu ... kwaye abamenzanga nto.
Molweni ndiphuphe ndibaleka nje ndisiya endlini yam kuba kukho into endileqayo, xa efika utata wavula isango (ukucacisa, khange ndihlalisane kakuhle naye iminyaka), ndingene endlini seva ingxolo kwipatiyo sibaleke saya kubona ukuba yintoni ... Uninzi lwamahlungulu langena emngxunyeni wepatio, ndiye ndaqala ukubabulala ngezandla zam, ndababamba ndawaphula intamo ... Ndathi xa ndiphuma endlini ndathatha neparakeet, ndacinga ngayo kodwa kwi isiphelo nam ndiyibulele ...
Ngokuhlwanje ndiphuphe amagwababa amabini, amagwababa agcina isimo sengqondo esihle ngokungathi ayeza kundityelela, abhabha, afika kwindlu ejongene nayo, andijonga ngokungathi ayandazi, atsibe amatyeli ambalwa aphuma kwakhona ... iimpawu ezimbi kodwa iphupha ngokwalo alikhange lindoyike
Kuthetha ukuthini ukuphupha umhlambi wamagwababa ephaphazela kwaye aqala ukuwa afe.
Namhlanje ndiphuphe ndibona umhlambi wamagwababa ephaphazela kwaye aqala ukuwa phantsi afile kwaye enye yawo yawela esandleni sam kwaye ndayivota.
Amahlungulu negqwirha kodwa elo gqwirha lifunxa intombi yakho ndingathanda ukwazi intsingiselo yelo phupha
Ndiphuphe ndifikile kumhlaba omanzi zatsalwa iidemon phantsi, udadewethu wandicela ukuba ndimncede utata andinike ikrele lesilivere elinezinto ezithathu, ndithi ndiyazikhulula egameni likatata, unyana kunye noMoya oyiNgcwele, kuba iidemon ziyakhululwa kwaye zibe ziigwababa ezibalekayo zindishiye kodwa ndithe xa ndiphuma unomyayi wafuna ukundiluma umntu wandinika ingubo ukuze ingaze indenzakalise, kodwa ilizwi lomfazi lindixelele iphupha elifanayo lokuba yonke into yayiyithamsanqa lam.
Ndingathanda ukwazi ukuba uyazi intsingiselo yephupha nceda
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Ephupheni lam ndabona amagwababa amaninzi eludakeni, kodwa awazange andihlasele, engazange enze nto nxamnye nam. Ndicela utolike eli phupha Lingathetha ntoni? Kuba kwangaxeshanye ndabona amagwababa, ndabona amanzi amdaka, udaka, nodaka.
Bendisegadini ngasemva kwendlu kwaye kukho inyoka emnyama efuna ukutya usana olwalukhona nayo, ngaphezulu kwenyoka kukho unomyayi omnyama ndaya kukhusela umntwana ndaza ndalithatha phakathi kwezandla zam, kodwa abafunanga ukundihlasela, kodwa umntwana kwaye kokukhona ndimkhusela, kokukhona bafuna ukumhlasela.
Andinamntwana okanye mfazi
Ndiphuphe unomyayi omkhulu ufuna ukundihlasela, ndibeke ingqayi emlonyeni ndayiphepha, ndayilahla ndakwazi ukuqhwesha, kodwa ndithe xa ndingena endlini yam ndayishiya phandle, unomyayi wafuna ukungena ngefestile. , Ndabe ndisazi ukuba amaRaven akrelekrele kakhulu kwaye ndoyika ukuba ndingavula ifestile ndingene.
Ndaye ndalala nomntana oyintombazana encinci, about 7years, la ntombazana yayindim isemncinci, ndamthatha wayochama ebathroom kodwa zange singene kuba unomyayi wayesisukela ngaphandle kwendlu. Wasigrogrisa ngeefestile, ndiye ndakhetha ukumsa kwigumbi lokuhlambela kwalapha ngasemva kwendlu apho kwakungekagqitywa nokwakhiwa, nalapho intombi yakwazi ukuchama, emva koko ndamsa egumbini, kodwa xa ndidlula ngamacandelo ngaBakhaya ndibone ukuba umazala nonkosikazi wakhe abangazange bahlale nam okanye endlini enye balele kwelinye igumbi, ndabalumkisa ngonomyayi phandle.
Ndifike ekamereni yam nale ntombazana, kwathi gqi umyeni wam ephupheni ndamcela ukuba andincede ndamlumkisa ngonomyayi ofuna ukungena ngeefestile, yena (ex my ex) wayene attitude yokuncedisa kodwa eku ugqiba kwam andazi noba uyenzile na ngoba ngalamzuzu ndavuka....
Ndifuna ukwazi intsingiselo enokwenzeka, ndiziva ndonganyelwe leli phupha kwaye alisuki entloko.